Thursday, February 25, 2010
Bad Dreams and Exhaustion
So this whole week I've had the most horrible dreams. I can't actually remember what they were about but I continually toss and turn and I wake up in the middle night almost petrified. Then of course my alarm goes off and I'm sooooo tired because I haven't gotten any sleep. It's really weird that I'm having such horrible sleep. I have NEVER ever had multiple bad nights. And I don't know why. It it something I ate, something I have seen, done, stress.....I have no idea. But I don't know what to do to make it better. So I'm not really sure who I should ask about this anyway....a sleep doctor? haha a regular doctor? A psychologist LOL....well if this was continual for a long time I might actually look into it. But I'm hoping that it will work itself out and praying that tonight will be a better night. Another thing that I've been doing all this week has been thinking of Cody when going to bed...I mean of course I think about him every night....but this week I've been really dreaming about his homecoming and the airport scene. And it's a really intense happiness when I'm heading to sleep....I don't know if that is flipping when I go to bed to be something horrible....who knows! I give up trying to figure it out why. I just wish Cody were here to let me fall asleep in his arms, and have him kiss my forehead and rub my head till I fall asleep. Well see how tonight's sleep goes....
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